Final Update on My Dating Situation
October 13, 2008I had just recently begun a relationship and had given updates on this throughout. I am sad to say and because of my own doing, I have ended the relationship with this person.
Lee is a caring, wonderful person full of love, devotion and loyalty to offer. I thought that this is what I wanted in my life and we had done a lot of talking regarding this. I realized a few things with regards to me and my life and had hurt this very wonderful person by breaking up with him. Lee, I am publically apologizing to you as not only I broke up with you but I had brought you into my internet world. I am sorry. Please know that I am hurting about this decision too.
I have also realized that the thing that makes me happiest and keeps me out of trouble and keeps me focused is work. I am at this time putting my all into my work relations. I have come off Plenty of Fish dating for good and won’t be looking for love or a relationship for a long, long time. I need to stand back and take a look at myself and ask myself why I can’t or don’t want to be in a relationship. Some things I know…others I don’t.
So with this said, I am taking a brief break from any posting to my personal site and other social media related applications that I may be on aswell. More than likely just a couple of weeks so that I can examine me.
Thank you for reading this and cheers to all <3
Many people prefer to live alone nowadays because they don’t want to compromise and listen to each other. But the main problem is understanding.
Gula, thank you for your comment and I do agree with what you had said. Communication and understanding are cornerstones for any relationship to exist and survive. No ifs, ands or buts about it.
For me, it was a different situation that could not be avoided and I take full responsibility for this relationship not working out.
I don’t want to live alone for the rest of my life…but I have to be true to myself before I can be true to anyone else.