Mother’s Day…

Yesterday was Mother’s Day…I miss my Mom alot.  And my Dad too.

May is always a tough month for me. And ironically, my maiden name is May. For me, both my Mom and Dad passed away in May. Mom…four years ago on the 28th of May. Dad…ten years ago on May 9th, Mother’s Day. I have also had my mother-in-law and father-in-law pass away in May. My father-in-law passed away not more than 10 hours after my ex and I just got engaged. Really nice engagement. I was just happy that he had a nice surprise before he passed away. So May in general is a hard month.

Working through it and talking with Ed about it really helped me to understand that its okay to be a bit bummed out…but don’t let it rule you.   He is so full of good and trusting advice.  He made me feel so much better about things and especially on my dealings with May…my dreaded month.  I love him for this and many more reasons.

So to Mother’s Day…I worked, reminisced, was frustrated, cried, talked and realized.   I will never to forget…but now I think I can move on to May being a better month in my life instead of how I was viewing it.  Thank you Ed and thank you Mom and Dad for being such a big part of my life.  I Love You!!!

~ by Dee on May 11, 2009.